Sunday, January 23, 2011

Beauty from Ashes, Joy from Tears


                                  God bless them, they are my joy from tears.                              

It seems hard sometimes, when life is dark and you think that you have lost everything that could possibly mean anything to you. But in man, in fact most, sad things, there is a good thing that is worth fighting for, a good thing that is worth the pain.
When I lost Anna Maria it was the same way. Though I will always regret loosing her, and my conscience will tell me for the rest of my life that there should have been something I could have done about it, I will NEVER regret what I DID do.
I have never seen Nina so happy, in the marriage of these two exceptional people, I see God's hand working in amazing ways. There are so happy together, and though there was much pain that went with that love, for them and for all of us that were involved. It was so worth it. It is the light that leads me and guides me when I feel lost and alone, wallowing in the deepness of my pain and sorrow. They are indeed a blessing, the best thing in my life.
And when their child is born, he/she will be the result of this blessing. And that child should always remember what his mother and father did for him/her, that child will be blessed beyond all imagination.
So in this dark world, if you look beyond the cloud of ash you will see roses, and when you look through your tears, you will see light and laughter before you.
This is the way of life, if there were no pain, there would be no relief, and if there was no grief, joy would seem hollow, and if there was no dark, the light would never stand out.

                     I see the light, I see the light at the end of the tunnel,
                          I see the light, and the light is what I run too,
                          I see the light, and that light, darling is you.

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