God sends us so many wonderful things, he has a purpose in everything that he does, and I believe this with all my heart. I don't know what his purpose is half the time, but he has a reason, I keep telling myself this, because if I loose faith in him, I will loose everything.
It's not always easy to follow, and in my case, it's almost impossible. But I will try, I have been trying. So I think, that finally, after all this time, I can do it. I can walk away, I say my final good-bye... and move on.
I will never forget her of course, but I will let go. Let go of all the pain and all the questions. I will give it to God and leave it in his hands. It is his doing, so I know it will be for the best. Whether I can see how it will work or not. I just have to believe in him.
So God, here you go, she's yours, take care of her, take care of us, give her a good life, and don't let anyone ever hurt her. And please don't ever let her forget me. I'm movin' on.
I LOVE YOU. And I will be your best friend forever. You are the best thing that has ever happened to me. You made me the person I am, and maybe that was God's purpose in all of this. So I thank you for that, and hope that you can forgive me for the pain that I may have caused you.
Le mellon, le hannon
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